Its all about me

2010-05-31T19:49:00.002+08:00

Hey ..
first of all HAPPY HOLIDAYS -__-...
but not holiday for me yaw..
im soo gonna puch myself till the end ..
im gonna make myself love all subjects .. I try kay ? ahhahaa ...
i hope there will be some outings though ...
to release stress and tension .. ahhaa ...
so for today .. 31050...
went out to NSC>VIVOCITY>TAMPINES>PASIR RIS>TAMPINES> HOME .
Had fun today ... with my beroks ...
hahahaa... although 3 of us its enough to be kecohs ..
ahahah ..
Started at 10am and we end the outing at 6+ .
im superr bored mayn ..
DA lah tkdr org msg me ..
my phone is super quiet .. not like moths and years ago where everyday got to msg a person...
every seconds there will be msg coming in ..
what to do lah kaann...
tkper lah ... da naseb .. hahaha ..
i think thts all uh .. tmr got school 0800-1530 ;D
soo gonna llooooovvveee itt -___-

2010-05-19T22:48:00.002+08:00

Hello people on earth ....
first of all i wanna say that ,, my results sucks ;D

Kay for today first tht come to my mind was this friend of mine's birthday ...
but i didnt wish her on mindnight as i thought she is alrd asleep ..
on instead of being the first i planned to wish her the last ..
but turned out she is angry at me :( ...
so here is her wish :

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO NURSHAHIDAH BTE YUNUS.

Happy birthday to you .
I hope u enjoyed ur day and hope that all ur wishes will come true .
Thanks for being my friend who is there for me and i can rely on .
I appreciate all the things that u have done for me .
Im sorry if i ever hurt ur feelings through my words .
I hope that our friendship will still continue .
No matter how , i will always remember u as a friend of mine forever .
I hope we will be close as we are now.
and dont ever forget me aites?
Good luck for your N levels and make sure u do ur best !
Have fun and take care
Happy birthday to my bestfriend ;D

Jangan lah sedih2 kay . im sorry . :(

Ohkay thats all i have to say ..
hope u like tht post .. ;D

2010-05-16T22:49:00.003+08:00

Heyy heyy heyy ..
ahhahahahahahahahahaha...
i knw its been a long time since i update ..
busy uh bros and sis...
maklumlah bnyk commitment ...

kk let me start ..
first of all im stressed up for mid year but alhamdullilah sume da lepas so jgn dikenang lagy ..
now im looking forward to prelims.. i will surely start to study hard and put aside all distractions i repeat , ALL..
kay now , whatever tht has pass . happens to me i decided to forgive them who involve and forget tht matter .. now my aim is to do well in exams..
(im Serious)

Although there are ups and downs ive been through , im proud of myself tht i managed to pull through and stay positive .. YaY !!
so currently im super busy .. with CampXplore committee meetings and stuffs...
also with my studies..
i hope i can clear all my doubts on every subjects A.S.A.P
...
i hope for the best for me ...
im soooo not gonna get any distractions distract me . ;D

one more matter :

I Love my life ,
With my new girlfriend ^-^ ....
Who ? For me to knw for u to find out . ;D

2010-03-26T20:36:00.001+08:00

Hello people ...
tmr is speechday ..
so have fun aites..
ahhaha .. im too tired to update

2010-03-24T17:05:00.001+08:00

~~HELLO ~~
how are you ?
what are you doing ?
ahhhahahahahahahhahahahaha
im bored`

2010-03-16T14:01:00.002+08:00

Hello hello ..
sorry for not updating for a long time ..
i will just update abt the recent activities aites?
so far nothing much lah ..
now its march holidays...
on monday and tues i had study camp in school ...
wed im having flagday :(.
thurs going Ubin for CIP thingy...
and fri im off frm singapore...
goodbye people...
i will then be back on sunday .
alrite thats all bt there is something i would like to post for a particular person .

I know its been a long time since we last contacted. But im happy that i get to contact u back.
Noone knows how i feel for the period tht we didnt contact ...
and its a suprise for u to say that to me . which makes me think of it again and again .
I know the past was a mistake .
I wish it didnt end in the past .
and now that i get to contact u back i wish the past wont be repeating again okay ?
can you guarentee that ??
i dont want it to happen again cause it hurts alot ..
i wish this will last forever ?
i really hope okay . if what u said and told me all this while came from ur heart .
and im the only one that u - - - - .
I realised tht u meant alot to me .
I was sad when u told me ure going for a holiday .
but yes i hold myself together ..
but when the second day comes. i start to miss u more .
till i fall sick .
seriously this is my first tyme missing someone this much .
i guess ure the one that my heart choose.
all i have to say is that . i hope all this while what u said and ur feelings were true .
and i wouldnt want the same thing happen last time happening again .
i can sense that ure the one .
i hope u really - - - - me.
i will wait for ur return . :(
I hope ur the one for me till forever .
I MISS YOU .
BE BACK SOON .

2010-02-23T21:49:00.002+08:00

Waatss upp people..
soory uh didnt update for a long tyme...
soo, someone has brought up the matter to update .. i decided to grant it..
hmm.. ohkay .. my last update was 17 .. and its like a long tyme ago ?
so let me start evplaining why i didnt get a chance to update...
1. im busy with school stuffs...
2. i have no time to on the laptop on weekdays..
3. i have tons of homeworks and practices waitin .
so basically thts the reasons..
and also ... lets update abt recent activities..
so during the CNY hols..
i had a great day...
12-14 i attended a camp as a facilitator/ gamemaster.
then on 14th feb .. i went out with my aunt's family .. we ride the s'pore flyer..
it was kinda okay . not really scary ..
then the next day .
we had a picnic at ECP...
it was crowded .. and all i do there is enjoy myself and went for cycling for quite a few tymes...
on tues was a rest . ahaha ...
and now common test has started ..
Amaths was terribble ....
tmr will be SS and ENG .. wish me luck people ..

24 more days and i'll fly .. wooohhooo!!

2010-01-17T11:26:00.002+08:00

Hellooo.....!!
basically im gonnasay abt last three days which is thurs , fri , sat ...
so ..

THURS ,
It was suppperr tiring for PE lesson ... and there for during my badminton training i didnt do much ..
just sat around and watch them train for upcoming competition...
so after that i went straight home as all of my frens who have other CCas vanished alrd...
and thanks to PE lesson .. im now sick ...

FRI
Nothink much happened i had 4 periods of Amaths.. and suprisingly i dont understand a single thing ..
the topic was like so confusing ..
and also long methods..
haisshh...
bt i surely not gonna give up tht easily ...
so in the afternoon stayed and waited for my NCC frens...
and i join them..
after it ended we went for dinner..
reached home at ard 830 pm...

SAT .
I was really down ...
i ate my medcine..
and guess what ... i slept frm 2 - 4 pm ..
longest hour ive slept in the afternoon..
i thought i want to continue sleeping ..
bt my mum woke me up when she got back frm work...
at night i went to the airport at ard 9 ..
then eat at MCD ..
then gathered at terminal 1.. as my cousin need to be there at 11..
after that .. waited and waited .. there was a lot of people i tell ya ..
just like a soldier of ants...
ahaha....
so reached at 1 am...
overnight at my aunt hus.

for today .. maybe gonna cycling ..

2010-01-13T22:25:00.001+08:00

Heyy there...
today was kinda okay at school...
hang ard during recess..
with the normal people...
then aftr school slacked for a while..
then headed home...
watch tv...
at night do hmwk .. and its done.. nw i wanna sleep ...
nytes...

and guess what .. im superr tired ... and tmr there's training again..
so i must get prepared..
hopefully not much of running ...
so nites... take care freaks.

2010-01-11T21:47:00.003+08:00

First of all ...
i would like to wish You ^^^ a happy bdae...
da 16 uh dia..
well.. good luck in everythg u do and also all the best in ur studies especially ur N lvl...
I hope our friendship will not break ...
we have gone through up and downs...
its been 3 years and 11 days of friendship and it still continue counting ..
All the best !! best friend.. ;D

kay for today ... i went home abit earlier.
ahahs.. bt end up boring at home...
so finally get to conferm the days and time to have so called tuition with my cousin..
hopefully it will go smoothly ...
so , my homework are done...
now what's left is to go to sleep... =D

2010-01-10T17:31:00.002+08:00

Hello there...!!
CCA orientation was kinda fun...
i strolled ard the school to find recruits...
got a few of sec 1 to join us...
so currently waiting for new jersey ...
i cant believe she was beside me :0
yesterday i went out and bought myself a new renoma wallet which cost $59 bt i shared the cost with my mum.. its original price was $99 so i guess its worth it?.
then stayed at home all the way..
for today .. i went out again met my mum... she was with her friend before meeting me.. so when i met them.. her friend looked at my face and said tht i look better and handsome. ahaha... then i smiled...she says i have a chinese look. and when she is leaving she says im a handsome guy again .. haha... shake hands and off she goes..
so my mum accompanied me to have my lunch at LJS.
then we headed home...
i find tht today is quiet bored. and all hmworks are done..
so i dont have anythg to do...
What can i do to kill time?
hmmm....
and one more thing is tht SHOULD I TERMINATE MY LINE?
since noone gonna msg me and stuffs...
i dont think i need a phone .
people dont look for me...
or isit bcoz i dont have any special friend?
well usually special friend like gf will always be the one to contact u rytee...
maybe thts the reason...
bt im not so desperate to find one..
ahhaa.... i have my secrets... ;D
it gonna be remained as a secret ...
so i guess thts all i have to say ?

2010-01-07T19:31:00.003+08:00

WooooW !!
school strted and therefore i dont have enough tyme to post everyday ..
so ive been busy with school lately and focusing on my studies...
lesson has started and therefore homeworks are coming in ..
for the past few days i stayed back at school till like 6++..
kay . 1st day at school was okay for me.. =D
catch up with my friends and had fun with them .
so as per normal i disturb them ..
for today , i went to NYP open hus...
its was damn tiring ...
the school is so damn big..
and we only manage to cover 3 schools which is..
INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY
SCHOOL OF HEALTH SCIENCES
BUISNESS MANAGEMENT
( if im not wrong uh )

and we had to go back on our own...
and here i just reached home...

proceediing with hmwk

- Mother Tounge
- Additional Mathematics
- Elementary Mathematics
- English

thats all here and now...

2010-01-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

I'm Bored....!!!

2010-01-02T14:44:00.003+08:00

Okay people...
lets strt frm new year'S eve...
my family and i went to changi beach at ard 8+ by car .
then when we reach there.. they were all there.
so we joined them... its one of my cousin's bdae .
so talk here talk there...
and then we walked to changi village to buy food.
along the way the bdae girl walk beside me and we chatted...
Ira : hey , so how's life now.?
ahcai : okay lah . bt hols boredd.
Ira : who's ur girlfriend now?
ahcai : me ? Single larhh .
Ira : tipu uh . bilang lah .
ahcai : seriously im single . asl tk caye?
Ira : yeke? face like this mesti ader pe .
ahcai : no lah . i gave up . ahah.
Ira: ok lah . *pick up phone call*

after tht i walk with another cousin .
cousin : tk keje?
ahcai : tk uh . still schooling
cousin : ohh . then hols ddk rumah jek?
ahcai: yea..quite bored..
.............
cousin: da ader gf blom?
ahcai: nope . not yet .
cousin : bedek uh .
ahcai : btol . tk tipu . maybe not this year
cousin : okay lah tuh this year kau N lvl kn .
ahcai : yea!
cousin : ohkay . *walks away cause of awful smell*
why they dont believe??
then we reached changi village...
sit there for a while...
then walked back...
when we arrived . sat and ate ..
after eating . it was finally 00.00
HAPPY NEW YEAR
N
HAPPY BDAE TO MY COUSIN

cool rite one is on 31 dec another is on 1st jan...

so after the shouting and all.. my mum and dad headed home..
soon my aunt and uncle and one of my cousin

then there goes the boredoom...
soo i talk2 with Ira again...
abt this rs thingy ...
then she OTP..
so i did nothing ...at ard 2 ...
me and a sec 3(2010) cousin
went for a walk...
we walk here and there...
and along the way .. guess what i met Farhana.
it was a coincidence..
ahah like finally we met ahaha...
thts why i find tht face familiar haha...
then finally back to the place...

bla bla bla ...

soon they go to sleep ...
then im all alone..
so i did nothing much ...
.....
in the afternoon...
we cut the cakes and everything ..
had our picnic...
HAD LOTS OF FUN THERE...
THANKS COUSINS...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
and ya...
abt my new year's RESOLUTION :
1. I really wish to work supperrr daammmn hard.. as i have no more tutor.
2. I will be busy studying day and nite.
3. Less use of phone and msging .
4. Pay attention in class...
5. Complete my hmwk on tyme as stated...
6. Revise regularly .
i guess thts all for now
update soon.. ;D

2009-12-30T00:35:00.003+08:00

Im popular yaww...

Pics during karaoke

Hello people...
well well well... its gonna be new year soon...
and i like it maynn...
a brand new year ...
with upcoming events .
gonna start the year with full of confidence to score in exams and tests...
So basically for today , i woke up 12 ++ then surf net and all..
at 4 pm .. went out to serangoo0n went to sent my granny's stuff...
went back at 9+ reached home...
so i just simply love tht nenek of mine...
stay strong aitess...
dont think too much .
so tommorow... im gonna buy books... like finally .. GREAT ryte...
so i will be going with uzair as he also havent buy books...
so thts all in my mind now.. ;D
nytess

2009-12-26T12:52:00.005+08:00

alrite people

for now i wanna post abt yesterday 251209
it was christmas and my cousin was having his wedding .
so after friday prayers i went to meet my family at the bride hus .
so bla bla bla.. while sitting in the hus..
we decided to go karaoke after tht ..
so plan plan plan ...
confirmed meet up at 8 ..
then we sing3 ..
till 11++
we went home..
some of the pics..

ME ;D

2009-12-24T00:09:00.002+08:00

Heyy its 0009 am..
and here i am still awake..
just came back frm my aunt hus..
for today ..
i went out at ard 1+ ..
at last bought casing for my dearest (sape yg tau jekk phm) haha..
then i went home...
nothink to do ... since i didnt sleep after subuh just now.. so i decided to take a nap b4 joing for my jog .. bt in the end i woke up at 7 .. so i missed my session... =( ..
felt bored....
i went to my aunt place ..
took things tht i supossed to take..
so later at night i will be going to an event as i was invited to the event organised by MDG...
its at changkkat CC..
will be heading there with Zack..
it will be ending at 10++..maybe lepak jap then go home?
we'll see hw...
hmm... oh ya and also gonna meet cousins 2morow as one of them is marrying bsk..
ohhgosh what happen to my eng hahas...
nvm school opening 11 more days... i likee....
missed my classmates and all..
so thts all i have in my mind...&& guess what ,, i received my bill and its a huge drop in my sms...
in the past years i used to have 2000++ msges...
bt now its 200+ AMAZING !!!
congrats izzat hahaa....
thts all folks.. ;D nytess..

2009-12-23T08:06:00.002+08:00

hello .. gd morning everyone... ;D
its like 8 am...
and suprisingly im awake ahaha...
actually i cant sleep after subuh..
so i played my psp ...
then decided to on my lappy and play sims 3..
its been a long tyme since i played it ..
so today i realised im weird ahha..
i dream abt weird thing and when im cant sleep i think abt the past ... which was in april ..kay its like 8 months past ... -_-
so i thought of going to school today to help out ..
bt since no teachers ask me for help .
aku buat bodoh uh ahha...
anyways update at night if in not lazy ;D

2009-12-18T18:19:00.002+08:00

1muharram 1431 H

hello people....
today is friday ryte .. so nothink much ..
ive been sleeping over at my aunt hus for the pass two days..
so today i woke up ard 10+
bath and get ready to proceed to the mosque...
after friday prayers went back eat then watch tv and take a nap ..
so its a new year for me ...
i would like to strt everything anew ..
my whole life will change for 2010.
have a new goals to achieve and rules for myself...
i hope everything will go smoothly as i planned..
and i wish i can get use to the changes ive made for my own good.
so just wait for next year aites people...
update at night later.. ;D stay tuned for more action

2009-12-15T22:45:00.002+08:00

Alright ...
i simply love yesterday ;D 141209
i got what i want like for the past 1 year?
ahahaha...
and bought it with my own money ..(;
so i went to collect it ...
and strt to use it already ..
happy happy happy ...!

For today ..
i woke up at ard 9 am...
bathed and then went out ard 10+
follow my aunt all the way to bendemmer (or whatever its spelled)...
just to collect her free gift which is WINDOWS 7 ! FREE larh horh...
if i were to buy it cost $359
WTH kan..
then after tht went to BOON LAY ... visit my late grandmother's brother...
then bought something at Jurong Point then went home... ;D thts all for today
nyte nite

2009-12-10T21:04:00.005+08:00

Well well well...
basically today is damn bored...
did nothing at home...
just watch teve and thts all..
in the afternoon take a short nap ..
and woke up when my parents came home..
so ate and now im here....
infront of the laptop...
and guess whatt ...
Dania made my day mayn

and ya ... i wanted to differentiate something ...

BEFORE AFTER

Taaadddaaaaaa
a huge different isnt it ?
hahha random post ...
haha....
tthts all peeps...

2009-12-09T22:55:00.002+08:00

Wednesday

I was informed yesterday tht my phone is ready for collection...
so i went to collect it at abt 10+ i went out ...go pay utilities bill for my mum... baikkan aku ? hah
then go photocopy my parents payslip then off to tamp west cc to send my bursary application form ^-^ .
then took 293 to interchange... went to Nokia Care Centre...
collect my phone and i was told they changed the PCB board...meaning terok jgk uh hp aku rosak.heh.
then i decided to round pat blk near library there...ask how much if i were to sell my phone.
highest value was $170 ...
i actually cant make up my mind on what phone to buy .
Aino or C902?
which one ?!
Aino is kinda expensive so i can only buy next month ..but C902 i can buy it this weekend...
so urgghhh....idk lah ..
oh ya ...and just now at abt 6++ i went to the stadium for a jog ...
and there was this girl looking at me ...
i have no idea why ...
and soon when i was abt to leave 2 more came.. -__-
takkan lepak pat stadium kn??
kay then when i reached home i help my mum in cooking . and bathed then eat ...yum yum ..
then ddk2 tngk tv...
pastu mama tdo =( ...
then aku pon masok lah bilik ...
hari2 gytuh..
mak da tdo aku masok bilik ahhas...

nie lah hidop aku hari2....
hahs....
bsk maybe nk gy jual hp ...
pastu aku tkya pkai phone bgs kn ?
pasal da tkder phone...
lagypon tkdr org contact ...
and yah ...
bsk actually a girl ask me out with some of her frens...
bt i no money so i say next tyme uh ...
lagypon gyler dorang pompan aku sorang lelaki ...
nk match make pe ? hhahahas
so jyeaa...bsk nye plans blm tau ..
thts all folks...
tady aku tngk cite " adam cinta siapa " next is " izzat cinta siapa " hahhs

2009-12-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

MONDAY ...
For today ....
i was actually supposed to submit the application form for the bursary.
bt only today my sis opened the letterbox.
so i will have to submit it before 11 dec .
in the afterno0n went to century square to eat ..
at ard 6 we went home...
and there i go ...f bored here....
urrghhh.... hate it mayn ...
and one more thing there is this instinct tht is locked in my heart and im not gonna say it to anyone..
and i promise myself too keep it till its a suitable time to let it out to the person itself...
so jyeeaahhh...
take care
gdnite

2009-12-06T21:54:00.002+08:00

061209.
so today i was booked for worked ...(kendarat)
and it was at bukit batok -_-
so we moved frm tampines at ard 9 ++
and then reached there at the place itself at 11+
so we started and i was stationed at the sampah sarap place .
so did tht job although it doesnt sound nice bt its fun ...
tkya lah nk jln2.. =)
halfway take rest and it was abt 20 mins..
after eat , tired alrd...feel like sleeping ...
bt then we continued...
so at about 6++ it ended ..
the bride and groom was back to cut the cake...
yg tu kiter tk masok campur...
the best part of all was when we did the chicky dance tht was organised actually for the kids..
then there is this mak cik uh ...she ask her anak or anak sedare uh (girls) to look at us when we do it .it was kinda embbaressing but its FUN .
we wrap up with tidying up the plates...
and finally jumpe bpk penganting ...
got our pay ... $45 ^^
then headed to the MRT ...
we decided to take the train to Joo Koon and then straight to tampines..
the journey took ard 1 hr ++
so i slept and slacked with Zaki ...
when we reached tamp . lepak jap...
my perut buat hal ...like WTH ..
then off to home... =)
so now i wanna bath and SLEEP ...
my bed is calling !!
bye bye

2009-12-05T20:56:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey ..
today is saturday knknkn?
and coincidently my mum is not working ...
so i woke up as per normal ...
had breakfast...
planned to go out.
but at last it was dragged till 5pm.
so i did went out with my mum ..
accompanied her to buy her cosmetics ...
then went to eat and headed home...
and now im boooorrrrreeeedddd....
seriously booorrreeeddd!!
and im happy tht some of my fren came back from OBS especially Dania. like disturbing her .
aahhahaa.......
so tommorow gonna be a bz day ...
so jyeaa...
so till now ....bye bye

Bali 2009 ;D

2009-12-04T19:23:00.004+08:00

dinner

early in the morning

just arrived

sunset

wellx3 im back for more action...chey2...
bali was seriously fun and loads of memories ...
its a place where u can relax ur mind and forget abt the past .
futhermore my friends and teachers are there to accompany me.
the hotel was okay ...loads of people frm different countries...they are friendly
we had fun in the bus and at the places...
we learned the dance tht build mucles...ahha
it was a wonderful trip....
had loads2 of fun...
lagy2 takya pikir2 pasal org ...hahas
looking for ward more to tht kinda trip

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/video/video.php?v=1301815783735&ref=mf

u will burst into laughter

more pic at FB

2009-11-26T10:31:00.003+08:00

hey there....
Morning people!
nothing much to say...
going out at 12...
meeting my kambengz...
bt sad lah ...
and gonna pack my bag today ...
2morow will be damn bz .
and im going early in the morning
so if im gonna pack 2morow it will be rushing ...
so jyeaa....
by today ....
so i will update when im back ayee...

BBBBAAAACCCCKKKK

i am super duper tired...
although its just the starting...
tommorow gonna be thougher.
more kambengs ..
and my arms are aching ...
pain okay !!
so im gonna take my rest as tommorow gonna wake up early ...
nyteeess

2009-11-25T12:55:00.004+08:00

Im back people!!!

ahhahahhaa....
had a fun tyme in KL...
bt nw ...im waiting for my dearest fren to come back frm indo...
i miss ya fren....
so currently doing nothing ...waiting to go out ...
goin bowling then change my money ...
3 more days....
i MUST pack my bag today ...
coz thurs and fri im with my kambings...
gonna help out Aqiqah and Korban...
so thurs and fri i have a date with kambings..
so im not free....
HERE I COME KAMBINGS!
Pic at KL

im the third ...ahha

KLCC....

and yeaaa...
im gonna leave singapore again this sat ...
miss me ayee ppl...
im gonna miss these ppl when im gone..

Kwnku tersyg Eqa./ Ira /Aishah /Nadzirah
My families
My home...
3C!
Nadia Nabila...bestest friend.
and those who are not following .
Farhanah / SHahliza

thts all i can think abt now...
so take care when im gone...! ;D

signing off,
izzatahcai

2009-11-19T19:10:00.001+08:00

OFF TO KL

BACK ON 24 N0V

SEE YA~!

2009-11-11T00:01:00.002+08:00

Hello hello;
people...
gonna post abt saturday ... 7th n0v...
i just simply love my class and classmates...
meet dania first then meet zaki..
afta tht go to bowling alley..
waited soo long at last gave up ...
so went to walk slowly to pit ..and the pit was like soooo far....
when we reached , saw a couple was cuddling ...
we thought it was Eqa bt it was not her...
ahahaha.....
we sat down while i call the rest ...they ask me to chase the couple away coz thts our pit ...
so after a few minutes they walked away...
bla bla bla....
when the rest came...we strt the fire and off we go ...
strt bbqing ...
i ate a bit only....
then sit ard..
enjoy the breeze....chit chat ,...
when mrs raj came we ate the cake...
overall i enjoyed tht day...
so thts all in my mindd now...

8 more dayyss....!!

2009-10-31T13:28:00.002+08:00

hello2 ....
yesterday got back report book..
and my tcher said tht i did badly ...
as my mathematics DROPPED ...
i failed 3 ..
E.MATHS 47/100
A.MATHS 47/100
COMB HUMANS 49/100
haiisshh ... i knew tht im gonna fail
bt NVM i promise myself to work really hard this holidays...
and i got nagged frm my mum...
and she say less msging , otp , laptop nxt year ..
and ofcourse = more studying .
so currently getting ready to go out...
and mum said ... enjoy now and end of this month u must strt studying ...
so jyeaah ppl...
im so gonna study very very hard..

2009-10-27T21:51:00.002+08:00

hey hey ...
today its the 2nd day of the week and 3 more days ...schl is over.. ;D
and today im not in school...
as i went to accompany my mum to NEC (national eye centre ) check her eye... something wrong
and then to HPB (health promotion board) collect my colour vision deficiency notification .
and went to NCS (national skin centre) for my appointment ...
and i DO NOT need to go bck there again ... woohhhooo!!~
and people...guess hw much i spent on my FACe for total ??
ITS $1,425.56 Can i like have the money back ?
isit much ?
hmmm.....
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just now was quite fun at home...
with my parents ..
joke ard..
and tommorrow gonna have fun in school !!

DEAD !

2009-10-25T14:51:00.003+08:00

Baby's blog is like so,

DDDDDEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAADDDDDD ! ^^

; shyraa

2009-10-23T19:30:00.002+08:00

Firstly i hate 2009
and 2ndly i hate the num 47
my results for EOY 2009 sucks to the core.
and i have to start preparing for national exams this holidays..
this is a wake up call for me
and next yr gonna be a though year a very though indeed.
i have to really concentrate and do not dissapoint my teachers which i did..
so jyeaah ....
next yr less computer and more studying ...
im gonna do like what ive done during PSLE .=D
its an important year ..
it determine my future mayn ...
my goals aint easy to achieve ...
but whateva it is i will work hard for it and make my loved ones proud...
so jyeaah ....
i have confidence to go through this obstacles.. =D
hope i suceed...
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never think negative okay !!

and get well soon my dear...

i will take care of you ohkay ...
iloveyou ! get that right
ure mine!

2009-10-18T19:08:00.002+08:00

Kayy people...
lets get this simple..
first of all im very bored ...
just came bck frm PERJUMPAAN hari RAYA...
planned to go bugis... bt my fren didnt conferm...
so here at home...
later goin out... ;DD
going to my aunt's hus...
then mlm come bck . ;D
i have 3 days of holidays...
donno wat to do...
maybe go out everyday ?

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FOR SHYRAA:

Although we started as a fren...
we had fun and enjoys ourselves each day ,
my day will nvr be complete without contacting you ,
never thought tht we will go this far ,
bt with the presence of u in my life had make me realise the true meaning of friendship and relationship ,
your smile and laughter made my day each day we met ..

things will now change after yesterday 171009,
we will no longer be just friends...
bt special friends with a meaning to each other's life...
ure everything to me...
u have all it takes to be in my life...
u have the permission to control and make decisions for me..
only u and no one else could do tht .
my feelings for u will never fade easily .
all i want now is u for the upcoming days.
AND NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE KAY ..
remember tht.
I LOVE YOU . ;DD
171009 :DD

Sorry Sayang !

2009-10-14T19:11:00.008+08:00

Sayang ,

I didn't mean to pick a fight or anything to you just now . I know Im being selfish to myself by not giving you any space just for yourselves & your friends . I know that you have sacrificed enough time just for me but on the other hand , I did not give you any time for you to spend time with your friends . I know & Im sorry . I didnt mean to . After reflecting back to what Ive done to you , I feel so bad about it . I know I shouldnt have done it but I did ! I dont want us to be apart . You know that I love you & only you . No one can ever replace you & thats for sure . & despite knowing that your mood is down, I kept showing you my attitude instead of asking you "why" & trying to console you . I know for sure , you're going to hate me for that . Im sorry , sayang . I just miss you so much that I can't even control myself ! Sayang, Please dont leave me .. Forgive me if I ever offended you or hurt you in anyway . Im sorry , sayang .

I love you <3

shyraa ^.^

2009-10-14T19:11:00.007+08:00

HELLO READERS !
shyraa here . Yes , shyraa not izzat .
Im here to update this dead blog of his .
Izzat lazy bumbum don't know how to update his own blog .
Lucky got me ! hehh ^^
So yea , I THINK you guys will often see me updating Izzat's blog instead of him .
Just Stay tune ! :D

PS: ily ! (:

2009-10-13T20:03:00.002+08:00

exam today!
Chem and Maths ppr 1 ...
Chem okok lah ...
maths was a killer...
N0 hope...
at least a just pass will do although it doesnt satisfy me..
stress all along..
and the questions are still playing ard in my mind..
gt to get over it and move on mayn...
tomorrow sumore...
phy & amaths..
hopefully i might be able to do it . =)
im dead if i were to fail...
nvm ask my mum to help... !! =D
so for now...
i hope to pass all my subjects for final year... pls lah hor..
i aint wanna get retained...
thts all ...post again soon...
take care peeps...
have fun everyday ...

There's always a new thing to discover everyday,,,

2009-09-28T16:44:00.002+08:00

heyyy ...
as of today ...
its been a long time since i update...
so today ..made a choice to update..
so yesterday i was at my aunt's hus ...
had open hus ...
so i stayed there the whole day ....
bt i went bck to change my shirt for a while..
and then when to interchange in traditional costume .. a Big LOL
..then went bck to my aunt hus..
bought mangkuk,and cups..
help2...i goreng ayam y'knw...haha
last year i fried it then it was soo laku hahha...
so i went bck at ard 10++
and for today ...
school was okay ....
stress uh nk dkt exam..
1 week more jekk...
haissshh..
loads to revise..
bt hopefully i pass with flying colours...
wish me luck ppl..

20th september..20092009 ;D

2009-09-21T13:59:00.003+08:00

heyy there..
happy 15th bdae to me.. ; D
thanks for all ur wishes people...
i appriciate it loads...and to shahirah...
thanks for the midnight wish ... ;D
and Selamat hari raya to all...
i didnt sleep on sat night so im abit sleepy ...haha
went to geylang ...
met a few ppl...
mainly Farhanah and Syasya....
yg nana...aku tak prasan kau pon...lain kali panggil kayy ?
and syasya...
i knew tht was u ..
my heart tell me so...
asal tak senyum or tegur?!
haiy00....
anyway i was in a hurry tht tyme...
i was the youngest there..haha....
the rest was like 20+ ...
had loads of fun...reached home at abt 5 then bath and went out again wohoo/!!
had loads of bdae wishes to reply too...
pic of first day will be uploaded..S0on

me & sis

me and mummy

2009-09-09T14:55:00.002+08:00

heyy ...
090909....a great num,,,
had additinal mathematics remedial just nw...
currently so bored at home...
have nothink to do...
and also Happy Bdae to my friend...
dont forget me aitess...
idk why recently ive not being myself ...
bt i really cant find the reason to it ...
i think im changing .....and counting down 11 more days...
figure it out youself people....
those who remembered im thankful...
those who are not thn i will have to consider..
besides tht ....ive heard people bought their shirt ...bt i still havent...
idk why this year im like soooo different ...
i slacked at school.
all grades are getting bad.
and my mood changes.
wanna knw what causes it ..?
well i predict
1. too stressed
2. the effect of the medcine im taking .
3. having nightmares is killing me...
well , thts all i can say ..

2009-09-07T15:00:00.003+08:00

Why WHy why??
why ive been having nightmares...??
haisshh....
anyway ..
do you still need me ?
do you still want me ?
haishh ...i feel tht we are drifting apart due to the arguements and conflicts..

On friday got bck my report book...

Eng frm C5 to B3 :) first time oiii!!
Math from B4 to C5 :( no comments
Additional mathematics from C5 to A2 :))
Malay as usual A1 ;D
comb humanities still at C5
science frm A2 to U! ;(

why this term i flung like hell sia...
haishh...need to focus more ...
yeahh i shld...
why when i improved english all other subject flung?!!?!?

and lastly ...
hope everythg will be bck to normal...

Bad day

2009-09-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

hey people...
i was not in a good mood .
so lets just see what i have to say ...
firstly i am sick bcause of the polluted air i guess...
secondly im sleepy . i went to school and after the assembly i slept ..
and the start of the day was 4 periods of Amaths...
and while i was climbing the stairs .. guess what i felt down! luckyly i hold on to the railing, if not i guess i am at the hospital now..and my knee is damn painful. cant stand it !
i was like a dead man walking throughout the day .
i went home straight after the remedial.
when i was watching the television . all of sudden i had difficulty breathing and i sigh and when i woke up . my siblings was like " wwhat happen "
i thought tht was the last moment.
i replied my gf and she was angry at me...
and there we go arguing ...
and after breakfast i ask my mum to go interchange with me buy hp. at first she said yes.. but at last NO.
i was really frustrated . so i went out .
and quarrel with gf again..
haishh
i dont knw why must we argue each day .
Do you knw i love yoou ?
Do you knw tht i need you ?
Do you knw tht i have noone else except you ?
I hate quarrelling every single day ...
can we like just dont argue?
i have no intention to argue and quarrel with the person i love most .
and can you like stop saying tht i have another girl?
coz its sooo DAMN not true.
i have only you . get tht right please . only NURSHAHIDAH.
i hope you can understand me as i will also understand you .
i knw most of the time im the firestarter...thts bcoz i love you and dont wanna lose u ... understand?
i would want to apologize for all my mistakes...
and if u dont have the feelings for me anymore do tell me aites...
i wont scold or be angry at you ...
i just want the truth , trust , understandung and honesty in our relationship.
thts all .

i will update soo if not my she will update it for me .
i hate today !
hope it will nvr repeat .

2009-09-01T16:42:00.007+08:00

today i decided to post...
today went to National Skin Centre aftr two months i didnt go.
so as usual doctor ask me if there any mood changes ...
and he said tht i recover fast therefore i will just have to take it for 5months more.
and just nw i was so panic my mum only give me $200 bt the consultation was $24 so left with $200-$24=$176
and when it come to my medcine its $226 . I was panic at first , i took out all the money i have and ask the cashier to count . aftr counting she said its no enough...i was lucky tht i brought my savings.
so the rest of it i pay by nets and nw i have only $4++ in my bank...

thanks to this tablets tht ive been consuming for the last 5 months and upcoming 5 months.
ive ate quite a lot , in fact its a lot .
and the doctor said tht its quite fast for me .
although ive spent $1114 so far ..
but its worth it ... here are some pics of my medcine
as u can see its not cheap at all....
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and i miss _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
she have to go to johor with her family .
and leave me all alone.
nvm i ingat i ingat
nvm lah she will always be in my mind & hati.
although we always argue bt ive nvr though of leaving so Far
bt frankly i hate when it comees to that.
waiting for her return.
I MISS U y'knw.!!!!
i cant run away frm the fact tht ily ;)
pls accept that okay ?

2009-08-25T23:08:00.004+08:00

y0!
hw do u do...??
today not in a good mood in schl....
had lesson observation...
and when im on the comp i recall all the pics i have....
few of them are my favourites like :

nice? cutee? ahaha...
and a sad thing happened yestrd to my phone...
you will be in my memory dont worry aites...
and for my common test...i flung like hell...
and im trying to study hard for my EOY.
and im gonna make a COMEBACK!.
no matter what i have to ...
so thts all for today...
update soon...
nytes.
tC!

2009-08-23T01:29:00.003+08:00

heyy thereee!!!
since a few day ive not post..
so common test was over...and i got bck Amaths paper ...
guess wats my score ppl.....
and also my physics aites...
and the rest should be geting nxt week...
the toughest for me was mathematics...confirm there will be loads of careless mistakes.
so today is the starting of Ramadhan.
i will be quite busy the whole month...and looking forward to my bdae...
to <3
eyh ingat my bdae tau ..

so.....
for a.MAths i got 33/50 ajee!!!
and physics 11/25
like idiot seyh...
i think coz ive been slacking aftr the june holidays..
i didnt so hmwk and stuffs...
bt im gonna MAKE SURE i do well for EOY
so thts all for now...

220809

2009-08-17T21:15:00.000+08:00

heyyy people...
long time no post ...
busy with stuffs as exams are coming ...
need to study as my marks are always falling... =[
i dont knw why but ive slacked like hell....
bt nw im really gonna concentrate on my studies and put aside all nonesense...
Tommorow gonna be my A.Mathematics common test..
wish me luck aites..
im quite scared actually if im gonna fail.
and so , im off to study... byebye...!!

2009-08-13T23:45:00.002+08:00

heeyyyyy.....
nxt week common test sia...
WTF arh eyh....
im pissed off....
its like an idiot to be fooled.....
no mood at all....
for now lets F* off

2009-08-10T23:08:00.004+08:00

Heyyy....
today 100809...
went to east coast park with my cousins...
went for cycling...
it was kind of tired but fun...
then headed to parkway ..
after tht went home...
it was a fun long weekend i had with cousins..
.
it was taken just nw , halfway cycling...
i just dont understand it mayn....whatever it is yang penting happy!!
yesterday aftr midnight...was quite pissed off....
thts all...update soon...

ily

2009-08-10T01:23:00.003+08:00

Heyoo...

today singapore 44th bdae...
haha...as if u people doonnooee
had loads of fun today...
first stop was at chinatown..
well3x my hone town
Ah Cai beb!!
hahahas....
then went to town...
walk here and there...
untill thirsty and also hungry..
went to pizza hut and eat eat eat!
thn bought swensens ice cream...
nxt stop was kallang bowling....
had a really fun tyme...
loads of people were there...
and that little guy was so cutee sia when playing...
and the last stop was at bedok...had dessert there...
then proceeded hme....
i miss her badly as my bat has gone totally dead...
battery asik cpt abes sia...=_=
when i reached home straight away msged her...
idk why we kept quarreling and i hate tht...
what if i cant take it and just gave up on her like tht...
so far i can control it....

and not forgetting 091208....
thats all for today...continue tommorrow aites...
tata,,,goin to bed as tommorow gonna excercise...

..i hate when it comes to quarreling with u .....080809

2009-08-07T23:18:00.001+08:00

Hello feelerrs
my day strted at 530 am...woke up and then went to schl as need to report at 6am .
bt some was late.
S0 had performance and it was welled appriciated..
and hope thy enjoyed it...after tht walked to tampines interchange, ate mac donald. aftr tht went to zaki's home...played with his one and only "hammy" haha...cuteee!!
then went home and dozzed off...hahah....
thats all for today..

2009-08-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

hey hey ho...
busy this days with studies as common test is ard...nothink much really happened...
so today , eng lesson brighten up the day and thanks to Zaki...CATACLYSM....it was a gd word yet he pronouce it wrongly and with full 100% confident...hahaha...
at night went to plaza singapura....fetch my mum....baek kan aku? haha..
and now just reached home...and going to dreamland...so gd nite!!

2009-07-30T15:59:00.002+08:00

Hi hey hello Y0 hey there wats up

Basically havent been updating for a long tyme....
loads of things do happen recently,

1.Studies: i dont knw y am i soo engaged in studies...maybe bcoz common test is in ard 2 weeks tyme?. or maybe the feeling of wanting to study has finally arrived?. or its just to keep me away from doing other thgs and forget abt something happened during the past?. Well3x i oso donno...hahahahaha.

2.Activities: I've been wondering , when will my CCa starts? hw long more do we need to wait?
&& where is the teacher in charge?.Hmm...i hope to conduct my CCA A.S.A.P aytees?...

3. Friends: I am happy tht i can get along with my friends well...without quarrelling. Bt having frens ard u is a good choice as they are like replacements of ur family when ure in school or outside...bt when u are more then frens ...it will mean a different thing...and thy will more concentrate on them rather thn frens.

4.Family: Family do play a part in ur life...bt sometimes thy can also make u frustrated and even angry because of smthg...tht thy dont like u doin it...and want u to stop it....
so thts all for today..hoping to post more in future...

2009-07-22T14:19:00.002+08:00

heyy...
long time ive not been updating...
had a tired weekend recently bt it was extremely fun...
get to meet mr president...and Dr Vivian Balakrishnan
went for appointment yesterday.....
and guess what..my medcine cost me $149.50
like WTH lah kan...bt its working and have improvement...
so its worth it...
and i calculated all my expenses @ NSC and it was $864...
haiiissshhh..when will all this end...
i guess it will be nxt year ...
as for today...
school is abit bored without my bestest fren...
he is on 7 days MC...
get well soon aites...
hope nothink happen to you...
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there is a weird feeling in me...
it seems tht i still had tht feeling
ahhaa....nah ...
to think tht its not true...bt tht feeling is strong..
hmmmm............
NONONO!! this cant be...
it will remain as a top secret...hahs

anyways thts alls fors nows...

2009-07-08T20:49:00.002+08:00

tis was taken on sunday nite....
went to karaoke...
had lots of fun theree.....
so today...
basically schl...and thn practice...
it was frm 230 to 530..
it was a long session mayn..
so im tired and needing rest...
so gd nytes...huahuahua

2009-07-03T13:44:00.003+08:00

2nd july
today woke up in a breathless situation..
i seriously couldnt breath, my nose was blocked..
i thought thts the end of me...
i was giving up and i thought of just sleep and die...
bt i told my mum...
she didnt knw wat to do...so she ask me to take the vick's and sniff tht...
so i did and aftr tht i can breath a little...
i went to sleep...
as soon as i wake up...my nose was a little bit better..
so my mum took urgent leave...
went to a private doctor...
and guess wat ...all along ive been sniffing an EXPIRED vick's...WTH sia!!!
i only realised it at the clinic while waiting....
my mum laughed and said...."at least it works"
thn she said tht thing was bought in austrailia and tht was like10++ yrs ago...
haisshhh....
so i got 2days of MC ...
and guess wat ....5 days straight holidays...
thur, fri , sat , sun , mon....
its gonna be bored at home...
doctor's advice was to rest at home and take medicine as prescribe....
and avoid going to crowded places during my MC so i guess i will be stucked at home for the two days....

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3rd july...
today im on MC AGAIN....really bored at home sia...
did nothink....and i am really2 bored...
i mean it...
lucky im not sick...
i got well alrd...
so thts all for today...
nytes

2009-07-01T22:56:00.002+08:00

For today , Wed...
i was damn tired...
had Amaths for the the last two periods...
and theres a test somemore...
i think i can pass..
tomorrow theres 4 period of it AGAIN...
haisshh...
when i reached home...change...and then cook for myself..
thn slacked at home...
at night watched tv..
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ive achieved my goal!!!
wohhhoooo!!! happy siol...
what ive been thinking in my mind is...
how can i change myself to be hardworking....
haiiissshh...
and theres a thing tht ive thought of and think its true:
its better for u to remain and keep it as a secret thn revealing it ...
and sometimes....thgs tht is unexpected will be in ur way...
it might even hurt urself...
bt no matter wat ...
im strong and always do untill i cant ...
going through loads of obstacles wasnt easy...
bt i managed to do it...
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signing off

Ah~Cai

2009-06-29T23:15:00.003+08:00

heyyy...
today was mafan
hate it loads...
taking temperature and all tht thingy...
most of today is Amaths for 4 periods...
my brain was half dead...
but i tell myself to concentrate...
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My goals for the rest of the year;:
~Do my best in my studies...
~Force myself to study a lot...
~Concentrate more on studies than anythg else...
~Use laptop only 2-3 times a week...
~Do all assignments given...
~Revise work regularly..
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^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
that is wat ive planned...
and hoping to do wellin EOY...
pushing myself to the limit...
get bck all my distinctions tht i used to acheive in lower sec...
I CAN DO IT!!!
hahhahahahhahah...
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so for now gdbye...=D

2009-06-25T22:14:00.005+08:00

22.6.09
today went to my aunt's hus...
at night went to CGH Accident&Emergency
it was so troublesome...need mask and all....
i didnt wear the mask but played with it...
me and my abg sedare tok2 ...look2 at people...
frm 8++
we then reached home ard 11++
thn wentt to sleep...
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24.6.09

BOREEEDD~!!!!~

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25.6.09

today went for appointment ..and had blood test..
spent abt 170++
till here for now

2009-06-23T23:35:00.001+08:00

23rd june...
finally the day come...
had loads of fun...
bt my hand is in pain..
i was the one who bbq-ed all the stuffs...
bt it was fun..after tht went to arcade for a while...
it was damn fun ....
sent atiqah to pasir ris MRT station then proceeded home...

and

now

im

exhausted

so

GOOD NITES...

2009-06-21T11:52:00.003+08:00

GD morning!!!
i was so bored tht i decided to post as early as 1145..
huahuahua..

Plans for today :
thought of going out to town?
maybe going GIANT supermarket at night...

other thn tht...stay and rot at home...
its been 1month ++
woohhhooo....
managed to overcome the obstacles...
aiming for three months...step by step lah eyh...
enjoying my life with frens...
bt seriously it feels bored without one..bt it hurts when we lose one..
so better dont be the firestarter...
dont look for trouble...
just be peace all by urself...
and wait till i cant...hahs..
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so all of the 2chipanzees students cant wait for the BBq....
hope it will be smoothly done...
well3 tngk arh saper yg came up with the idea , organize and do the planning
bt whatever it is...without a member this will not be happening....
so seek for u guy's cooperation...
and pay up!! we need the $$$ aites...
its impossible u buy the things without money...
i will make sure ...i go after u guys who didnt pay...grrr
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went to catch a movie ...Monster vs Alien...
thts all ....
so till here for now..

2009-06-20T00:20:00.005+08:00

Hello people out there...
basically im bored thts y i choose to update..
and its been a few days ive not updated...
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so far...there is nothing happening in my life...
only that im happy tht i can accept it...
W000H00ooo
happy siot...
nw im standing alone...
jyeeaaahhh...
its enough for me...
a new chapter begins...
thts all i ever wanted..
nw tht ive achieve it..
its a thing to be proud of..
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for the pass few days...
practice was quite tiring but managed to finish everythg...
this tyme it was better thn the previous...
from my point of view arh...
thn today ...
nothing to do aftr 2pm...
went out at 8++
thn came bck ard 12...
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Looking Forward To Upcoming Event:
Tues,23rd june....BBQ!!
Thurs,25 june..Blood test and review...-_-
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Thats all fer today..

haiissshhh....

2009-06-11T19:03:00.001+08:00

hey there..
its been a long time since i last updated...
busy with stuffs ...
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for today...
i woke up at 11...
as i just selpt at 5..
sekejap pee tdo!!
thn today's practice was cancelled...
hopefully tomorow's will be runed smoothly...
but we get to go swimming earlier...woohhooo...
planned to go after practice..
bt since its cancel we went at 3++
its tiring but fun...
went into the pool with
taufiq,zakiki and uzair..
we were like out of our mind...laughing here and there...
even disturbing people..
huahuahuahua...
aftr tht i bought so food thn proceeded home..
one thing i notice is tht ...
although i went for swimming but my skin never get darker...
it will remain fair...
i think im born to be fair and have chinese looks...
recently more people spoke in mandarin to me ..
even the office clerks at schl..
haisshh....
must improve on my mandarin..
till here lor...

2009-06-07T11:02:00.001+08:00

FRIDAY....

BORING!!!!!!!

SATURDAY...

BOREEDDDDD!!!!

thats all i have to say...=DDD

2009-06-04T20:33:00.005+08:00

WEDNESDAY
today woke up at 530am...
strt bathing and then get ready my thgs ...
it was raining heavily..
bt it stopped for me ..
left hus at 6 am...
walk to the coffee shop near Jannah's hus...
had breakfast there,...
and fai was late...
tok2 to jannah while waiting for faizura..
while she was eating its alrd 640....
and she finished eating at 7 ..
we walked a few distance and then took taxi to ESSS..
we reached there at abt 720...
had one round of practice...
thn proceeded to Paya Lebar Methodist...
and i had to carry the heavy beg of props, sampings and all...
it was really heavy ...
and i have to carry it up and down the stairs...
my wrist was hurt ...
but i didnt tell anyone and bare the pain ...
then went through the rehersals...
i was frustrated when during the second rehersal...
then we get ready...
had lunch and i cant finish it...
thn stay at holding rooms...
its 245 and we have to proceed to the hall...
it was fun at the backstage while waiting...
we laugh2...and be serious when its our turn as its the first performance...
i was stressed up...all of the audience was like concentrating...
i was so exhausted..that i could not even smile for the last part...
so i forced myself with my fake and quite ugly smile actually..
HA-HA-HA wat to do lah kn...
da penat...
after all of it was over
after the curtain closed...i quickly run out and grab my water bottle...
i drank till its empty...padahal aru isi seh..
tht shows tht im damn tired...
..had our break...
me,irfan,sufian,yanti,jannah,and fai was interviewed...
it was quite long conversations ...
went to change...and relax...
it was tiring...
after tht went bck with transport to ESSS...
frm there wentt to interchange and took MRT to novena and walk to TTS
visit uzair's grandmother...
thn went to his hus...
and thn proceeded home at abt 1115pm..
i reached home abt 0012..
bath as it was a tiring day...
thn i doze off...

THURSDAY...
it was a BORED day...
nothink happen...

2009-06-02T22:20:00.004+08:00

hey yoyoyo!!!
today woke up quite early ...
got practice ...
aftr we had breakfast at macdonald's
we reported...and start practice as usual...

when the practice ended...
i went home...
thn doze off till at abt 5++
then woke up ...eat maggie...
thn when down to buy safety pin for tomorrow..
when my mum come bck...
i ask her to wash the blue baju...
mum;"jumpe lagy baju biru nie"...
haha....she actually quite lazy to wash the baju ..
coz its so troublesome...
so nothink to do ...
here i am waiting for my bed time,...
tomorrow will need to wake up early...
earlier thn today...
last but not least...
ive found out tht my body is getting really weaker...
and my blood is not at strong as last time...
hope its temporary...
haiiishhhh...
hopefully it works by going through all this pain...
so till here...update tomorrow...
nytes peeps...zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZzzzz.....

2009-06-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

hey there people...
sunday had a boring day at first...
only after i met my aunts family...i was really happy...
i feel my sense belong to them..
at first went out with my mum and siblings...
thn my kakak sedare msged me..ask where am i...
thn msg msg..she say she at M1 shop...so i went there..
they were there to buy a phone..coz my abg sedare nye da pecah...
so i was joking when i said tht," asl tak nk beli BLACKBERRY"
ahhaah....it was super nice...
at last he bought Nokia E71...
so aftr tht we went to NTUC bought sushi...
yummmmy...
thn we walked back..
we reached home at ard 7++
i was planning to go home at first bt my aunt and cousins ask me to just stay a night there...
so i slept over...
and in the morning i went home b4 going practice...

so today, had practice...
i came in with a weak body...
i thought tht i would be okay after a few minutes...
but my body is getting weaker and weaker...
it was not easy to practice with my weak body..
i nearly fell coz i was loosing my balance,..
but i manage to stay straight...
but after the whole song finished..i rushed for water coz my heart was not pumping properly during tht tyme...
after drinking ...i felt relief...
the second time it struck...i felt like thts the end...
but i managed to pull through...
thank god...
hopefully tomorrow this will not happen,...
to JANNAH:

thanks for having the courage to apologise..
ur apology is accepted although my heart was in pain when i watched it..
as i wouldnt want to lose a fren and gain an enemy...
for me ...im a fair person..
forgive and forget is the way i handle thgs..
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
I KNW THT I AM NOT PERFECT...
I DONT DENY THT..
BUT EVERYBODY WILL MAKE MISTAKES...
SO Y NOT FORGIVE AND FORGET ...
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

also...you people do not knw what type of health conditions im facing, problems..
and also things tht ive always been thinking...
so peoples...try to understand me aites...

THANKS...
GDNITE....

2009-05-30T22:27:00.005+08:00

HEy there..=DD
for today..
woke up ard 10...
thn went out with zaki to make his new ezlink...
after tht went to survey2 bbq thgs...
thn went home...
stayed at home all the way...
boring sia...!!!
nothing to do...
hope to discover somethg new each day and somethg good will happen...

on thurs went for my appointment...
and the doctor increase the dosage of tht -----medcine...
the first thing he ask was...do u find the medcine is effective...
i donno wat to answer..i just say tht its getting lesser..-_-
the nxt qn was...do go through any side effect such as...loss of hair? vomitting?and mood change?
for the last qn i said yes, abit...
thn the doctor said try to avoid ur face to be exposed to the sun for too long...
and he will give a letter of excuse for me to the school...woohhooo!!!
and the last thing was...he said "you will need to take a blood test again, just to ensure tht ur blood is not abnormal...

do i need to take a blood test every month?
will i still be the normal me?
will it be effctive?
will i have sufficient money ??
these qns kept running through my mind...haissh...
spent on thurs
$99.68 + $46.70=$146.38
(medcine)+(consultation)

total spent for 4 visits
$426.26...
haiisshh...loads of money...just to spent on my treatment...
in sorry mum&dad to cause this problem...
i will try to repay in other ways or will pay bck when im working...
thanx for spending this huge sum on me...
thanks a lot
till here frens...

2009-05-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

heyy,..
long time no post...
busy arh...
so today was the last day of school and had meet the parent session...
quite happy today but tired...
aftr the hall was half cleared...we started to clean all the things...
it was exhausting...
aftr tht we arranged the tables and chairs...
for monday's O LVL paper...
i was sweating like as if i just finish bathing...
we left schl at abt 1015...
thn i walked with zaki and all...
thn continued the journey with taufiq...
i reached home at ard 1045...

i wash up and take a quick bath,...thn prepare to turn in...
goodnitghtpeople....

2009-05-25T22:54:00.002+08:00

today was okay lah...
had Amaths lesson...but it was quite fun...
after tht nothink much...
but juust nw i waited for zaki ard..2hrs....
i was with shafiq all the way...
we chit chatted..
and thn sat outside GO to plan for the BBQ with zaki...
after ard 1hr...
we decided to make a move
we walked home....
when i reach home...watch tv...all the way...
so tomorrow is a new day to discover...
till here...
nytes...

Saturday 230509

2009-05-23T23:09:00.005+08:00

Today i woke up ard 10...

thn went downstairs with myy mum...
after tht play comp for a while...thn eat abit ...
thn went out with my sis, mum ,uncle...
buy my sis watch as promised by uncle...
i just follow...
on e way bck...i selpt...
recently i was not sleeping well...as problems still struck my mind...
idk why i do still think abt it...
although its over...
i do still feel care,and worries ...
but i just dont knw hw to let it out...
there is somethg in the heart tht wants to be out...
bt i donno hw to do it...
i mean why do i still think of it almost all the time...
haisshhh...
only ALLAH have the answer...
pls show me the ryte path and the right thing i shld do ....
and i am hoping for something or miricle to happen ....
so till here for now...
sigghhh....
and for atiqah, here are the pics tht u wanted...

ITS wednesday

2009-05-20T22:39:00.003+08:00

WEDNESDAY

today started off with a talk...
thn after tht went to class for physics lesson...
do corrections...
i was not happy with my results actually...
i only get 40/50
urgghhh...
and our teacher gave us HELLO PANDA hahah...
coz we did very well
thanks aites...
thn nothink much...
after school ...sit ard accompany zaki to wait for his meeting..
after he went in ...i headed home...
and i take a nap
till 7pm..
nw going to sleep again,...
till here aites peoples...
see ya!!

2ND day of the week

2009-05-19T21:02:00.005+08:00

u people must watch ...description of my medication...
and challenges tht im facing...and the most important thing...undestand it and u will knw why im not tthe normal me in school..u should watch it ppl...make sure u do

hmmm......
today was quite a boring day....
My maths teacher was on MC i think...
got bck MT N ENG resutls...
hmm....and i came in 1st again for MT...
haissshhh.....
Cant there be another person ??
why? WHY? W hY?
reached home ard 6pm today...
1 more thing...
my cousin uploaded this pic on facebook...
i wass really suprise to discover it...
ahaha...do take a look...huahuahua

ahaha....Funny rite...miss those days....
so till now..
nytes people..

2009-05-18T21:38:00.002+08:00

Hey hey hey!!!
well, today nothink much tht happen but im superr duppeerr happy...
get bck all my exam scripts...
and i pass all!!!
and the most happiest thing is tht i pass ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS larhh seyyy...
its shocking seh..coz i didnt really knw hw to do some of the qns...
but i passed....AMAZING!! ahahahhs
the rest i did average....

afta school went home straight as i was quite tired...
stayed at home all the way till nw...
so i guess till here for today....
nytes people...
takke caree...

WEEKENDS

2009-05-17T22:38:00.003+08:00

Saturday::
did nothink for the day ...
when at last zaki called and ask weather wanna go for a jog...
i said yes as i was damn bored at home....
so went to meet him and the rest...
so, we jogged for one round...thn walk2 ....and lepak2...
had fun...ate ice cream...haha...
thn at abt 5+ strt to went home...
i decided to take bus...so walkk with zaki to the bustop near his hus...
so when reach home...rest...

sUnday:

today woke up at 11+ just to bath and eat my medcine...
thn watch tv...
everybody was not at home...
only me...
so a fall asleep while wathing the television...
when my mum came home she woke me up....
i continued watching till my aunt called and ask weather i wanna go for a hair cut...
so i say yes....
go with my kakak too..
it doesnt look really nice...but "okay" lah...
thn went to changi village to eat ...
otw in the car ,...we are bored...
my kakak start to take pictures....
here are some of them....

ME mum & kakak=DD

BORED

last but not least...

YESS !!! bsk dah kolah...
tak boring duduk umah...
whhoooooo...results will be posted soon...=DD
take cares peoples....=DD

thurs and fri

2009-05-15T19:49:00.005+08:00

heyy yoo !!!

hmm for thursday...i dont need to be in school as i have no paper,
my paper ended on wed...
and fri is marking day so ...4days of holidays....wohooo!!
so today woke up at ard 9 ....
went to swimming with my frens....
we had fun there...
after tht got a msg frm miss fadzlin,...-_- abt practices...i will consider aites... at first i wondered who will msg me? as noone msg me every single day, my phone will be mute...
so aftr swimming went bck home....
i rest and took a nap..till ard 7++
thn i lept quite late at 1++am

Friday...
i woke up at 1105 today...
bath and eat somethink bfore i take my medcine...
thn get ready for friday prayers....
aftr tht go home,...
lucky i didnt go out...
it was raining heavily...
so stayed at home..and i fell asleep...
got a msg again from the same person...miss fadzlin(whoelse would msg me)
saying tht tomorrow's practice is cancelled...and strt nxt tues...
i was watching tv tht tyme...
so nw playing comp .....

hmmm....something tht i wanna say here...
if its not bcoz of tht thing, i wont be ignoring u .....
although it really hurts deeply in the heart....i have tried my best to hold the pain and not taking actions......
rather thn i stop in the middle....haish...
not going to insert names....
but nw i felt better....
and it took me a long tyme to think...
n i think tht i will accept ur APOLOGY tis tyme...

FROM NW I WANT TO CHANGE MYSELF..

results will be revealed nxt week..=DD
so till here peeps....
update when im free....
nytess..!!!

WEDNESday

2009-05-13T16:45:00.002+08:00

heyy...
happy banget....
Exams' over...
jyeahhh!!!
hopefully the results are good....
wat i really wanna pass is Amaths...
if i were to pass...i will jump for joy seriously...
hahahaha....
today nothing much....
aftr paper.....go home...
and tomorrow maybe going out....
release the stress tht is left in the brain...LOL
and enjoy//!!

hmmm....
i hope my nose will stop bleeding mann....
every morning it'll bleed....
lama2 aku ilang darah mati jgk....
haiiisssshh...
nie sume pasal obat tu...
but wat to do...nk baek tak ??
"eyh mesti!!"
hahaha.....

so till nw...
update soon aites..

FRI - MON

2009-05-12T21:28:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey.....
its gonna be a long post i guess....

friday....
Aftr prayers went to my cousin's hus.....
frm there pack things and went to Costa Sands Resort...
when i reached there ...unpacked all the things and went to downtown for a while as we are hungry....
aftr mkn....we prepare for BBQ.....
we started BBQing at ard 8...unfortunately ...not many people turned up...
so at night we stayed in the room...and it was superrr funn sia...
we laughed until our stomach burst...
playing UNO (superrman version)....
thn headbandz....it was really syiok...
we slept at abt 3-4am....

Saturday...
woke up ard 9 ...
and today is the day tht family members coming....
so we prepare earlier thn yesterday....
at ard 2 ...my abg sedare ajak gy swimming....bt he donnoe hw to swim...
beh buat per gy swimming...LOL padahal aku pon tk pandai swimming...
so went to the pool and just relaxed there...and try to learn ....and i got it rite!!
whooohhhooooo....needs practice....
thn went bck and start BBQing....
as night approach...more people came...and im the one who fry the otah...
and people are praising it coz its nice...*smiles*
and also the drinks...i made it...and people say its just ryte....*wide smile*
so we BBQed till 11++...and strt to clean up the place....
as i was exhausted...i took a bath....thn i prepare to sleep....
my abg sedare and sis...slept alrd....my kakak sedare went home for a while....
when she came bck at ard 1 ...i still havent sleep...coz of my joints tht is so stiff tht i cant move...it was damn painful....haiissshh...all tis is bcoz of the medcine...(nak baik kn so just endure)
i hope i can endure till the end of the course....
thn at last i manage to sleep...as i ignore the pain....

Sunday....
everyone woke up at ard 9....thn we decided to eat at E!hub....
went to pastamania for breakfast,...
i ate chicken bolognese...of watever its spelled...
aftr tht went walk2 for a while....
went back to the chalet....
watch dvd....
in the middle i slept...hahah...
at night went to whitesands...
bought old chang kee...and doughtnut @ doughtnut empire....
aftr we got bck...watch dvd again...and thn i cannot tahan i went to sleep....
in the middle of the night....
a lost crocoroach..crawl on my arm..(imagine tht)
i cant sleep aftr tht...
its my anemy....
i've killed 4 of them ....huahuahua...

Monday...woke up early
kemas2...thn checked out...
thts all for the chalet part....

SUNDAY&MONDAY

2009-05-05T21:54:00.003+08:00

SupP!!!

i was very busy , no time to post only today i manage to find time....
so, sunday ...went to johor again at ard 4pm...
it was again fun....
went pizza hut over there to eat...thn walk2...
i bought a new t-shirt ....
thn at night went to the "pasar malam" we spent loads of time there....
abt 3hr? or more...
at last we left the place at ard 10++
stucked towards the woodlands checkpoint...
aftr ard 20min...manage to get through...
reached home at ard 1230....
as the next day is exam...i straightaway went to sleep...

M0NdAy
today was english papers I& II....
it was average hope tht i cn make it ....
so nothink much happen....
went to T1 with few of my frens....
aftr tht went home...and met my aunts...
went to her hus...and stay there ...as i was lack of sleep...i slept there for a long tyme...
when i woke up it was dawn....
ate there...thn proceeded home...
when i reach home...study for SS for a while thn went to sleep...

ToDaY
today paper was SS and MT paper I....
SS was okay but i was tricked by the question....haishh...
wrote quite long ...as i want to pass well in this paper....
and MT i didnt do it properly....
hopefully i pass...
i was really tired for this pass few days....
not enough sleep i guess...
and the effect of the medcine is geting worse....
my body and joints are always aching...
and in the morning....my nose bleed....
as its normal to me...i wasnt panic...
i guess the medcine is effective....
tomorrow will be MT paper II & listening compre...
so now time to study..
nytes people...

each day when i am not doin anythg,..it keeps running in my mind ...
idk why ...maybe its justt a normal thg to go through...
haissshhh.....
it do hurts when this happens....
bt with frens and families support...
it made me smile aagian especially with 2 of my best ever fren who have been my listening ears...
thanks aites...im lost without u guys...

Update when im free aites....

SATURDAY

2009-05-02T22:49:00.002+08:00

yo peeps...

today woke up early in the morning as i need to report to schl at 7...
i woke up ard 6.45 as i am not feeling well...my muscle and joints are painful due to the effect of the medcine....
i waited for Zaki...n he was late just bcos of his contact lenses...
we arrived in schl at about 7.20 and everyone was busy getting ready....

we changed quicklly and put on make-up...LOL
and luckly i remembered hw to use the sampings...
so im the one who siapkn the guys nye samping....
n thy help me with mine...
it took us abt 1hr just to use it...
LOL!!!
thn had a few rounds of practice....
and the pain was getting terok mans....
i try to endure to it....
aftr tht Zzoo00MM !! off to the destination....

so we went into the hall....and waited there....
i was shocked as there were lots of people frm different school...
and behind me was a group of gerls....
and i was irritated coz thy kept moving in and out...and kept hitting me...
one more thing ...their costume is similar to our girls costume....
i was a bit confused and actually talked to the wrong person...LOL
paisey sia...bt at least get to make new frens...
and when its our turn....i was quite nervous...
and in the middle of the dance....the pain struck and attacked my joints ....
it was so painful sia....
i tried to tahan but it was so strong....
i managed to continue and end the dance...
if not i would alrd stop in the middle of the dance....

so went bck and rest....
nw doin nothg...
very bored seyh...
gd nite ppl...

FRM 7-12

2009-05-01T23:48:00.003+08:00

i didnt go anywhere today...
slept at home as i was tired....
thn at night watch television...
and now...doin nothink...
waiting for my eye to shut....
tomorrow need to wake up early....
be in school by 7....
quite nervous....
as there gonna be lots of people there...
till here for nw....
update again tomorrow aites...
hope tht my bro n his fren cn make it to support me...=]]
CHOAS`~~~

May Day

2009-05-01T11:39:00.006+08:00

wohhoooo!!
its a holiday today....
seems to be bored....

but yesterday nite was a really fun nite...
went to johor with my aunt,kakak sedare,abg sedare semua....
it was a really great tyme with them....
went out frm tamp at ard 9++...
i wasnt sure what tyme we reached there...
we were all having a good time in the car...laughing, toking and joking2....
thy really cheer me up and made me forget abt my problems...
thanks aites korang.....
go to tis place and thn walk2 there....
bought all the thgs...and the best part was...there's a kitten and i ran pass my aunt thn she hold me tightly and shouted...sakit sehh!!!
and a bagpack caught my attention!!!
go buy barang2 for nxt week's chalet...
and im gonna be the drink-maker...LOL
just becoz im good at making syrup. drinks.....
we shop2 till the shop close sia....
and tht was abt 1.15a.m
aftr tht we wanted to go makan....bt donnoe where to eat....
decided to went back to hometown and have our meal there....
it was abt 2++ when we reach the eating place....
and everyone attack the toilet when we reached there as we were all freezing in the car...
we all like drunk people sia...while walking we laugh like a crazy men an womens...
i ordered FISH&CHIPS...yummy!!
we all kept laughing until my sis and kakak sedare split out what thy have drink....LOL tht was fun wasnt it...
aftr eating went home....i washed up thn off to sleep....

1st MAY....
today woke up at about 9.30...
relax here relax there....bathed at ard 10++
play lapptooop for a while ....
thn tok2 to family....n i told thm alrd...n they were like...-_-
thy told me lots of thg and i just kept quite and listen..
thn went for prayers....and now here i am....
being bored as always....
nothing to do....
I WANT TO GO OUT!!!
ohh ya....
recently i had a dream ...but i think it wont come true..=[[
bt i had the same dream over and over again...
what does it all means..??!!
haishhhh....
sooo jyeah...

regarding my treatment ....
although there is lots of thgs i have to take care....
i managed to do it....
DEFINITION;
ISOTRETINOIN is a medication used for the treatment of moderate to severe acne. It was first developed to be used as a chemotherapy medication for the treatment of brain cancer, pancreatic cancer and more. It is still used in the treatment of these cancers to this day because of its ability to kill cells off that divide too quickly.

ACCURATE research&history on ISOTRETINION(my prescribed medcine)
Isotretinoin: (Accutane was the original brand name; there are now several generic versions in common use, including Sotret, Claravis, and Amnesteem.) Isotretinoin is an excellent treatment for severe, resistant acne and has been used on millions of patients since it was introduced in Europe in 1971 and in the U.S. in 1982. It should be used for people with severe acne, chiefly of the cystic variety, which has been unresponsive to conventional therapies like those listed above. Those with milder forms of acne often relapse shortly after finishing a course of isotretinoin, making this drug less useful in such cases. This means that isotretinoin is not a good choice for people whose acne is not that bad but who are frustrated and want "something that will knock acne out once and for all."
Used properly, isotretinoin is safe and produces few side effects beyond dry lips and occasional muscle aches. This drug is prescribed for five to six months. Fasting blood tests are monitored monthly to check liver function and the level of triglycerides, relatives of cholesterol which often rise a bit during treatment, but rarely to the point where treatment has to be modified or stopped.
Even though isotretinoin does not remain the body after therapy is stopped, improvement is often long-lasting. It is safe to take two or three courses of the drug if unresponsive acne makes a comeback. It is, however, best to wait at least several months and to try other methods before using isotretinoin again.Another concern, much discussed in the popular press, is the risk of depression and suicide in patients taking isotretinoin. Government oversight has resulted in a highly publicized and very burdensome national registration system for those taking the drug. This has reinforced concerns in many patients and their families have that isotretinoin is dangerous. In fact, large-scale studies so far have shown no increased risk for depression and suicide in those taking isotretinoin compared with the general population. Although it is important for those taking this drug to report mood changes (or any other symptoms) to their doctors, even patients who are being treated for depression are not barred from taking isotretinoin, whose striking success often improves the mood and outlook of patients who have suffered and been scarred by acne for years.
SIDE EFFECTS;
Mild acne flare, dryness of skin, lips and mucous membranes, infection of the cuticles, cheilitis, itch, rosacea, skin fragility, skin peeling, rash, flushing, nose bleeds, dry eyes, diffuse alopecia areata, eye irritation, conjunctivitis, reduced tolerance to contact lenses, hyperlipidaemia, raised liver enzymes, permanent thin skin, headaches, permanent hair thinning (This could start or continue after treatment), myalgia and/or arthralgia, back pain.cannot be expose to sunlight for too long.

so , haizzz....
bt at the end the results will satisfy me....so why not just follow...rite?...
hope it really works...
need to rest my legs...
tomorrow performing at taman warisan....
sooo tired seeh...

MC today!!!

2009-04-29T22:39:00.003+08:00

hey....
I'm on medical leave today as i have an appointment at NSC...
so i woke up ard 8.20 and my mum was nagging non stop....
so went out at ard 8.50 and waited for the bus....
the bus took so long....
otw there...i peep at my watch...it was alrd 9.25...
i am late....shitt....
bt when i reacched there ...quickly register....
and it was my lucky day...
i sat outside the room for about 5 mins thn my num was calleed...
so meet the doctor, revealed my blood and liver test...
and i was prescribed the best medcine and it will confirm work....
and doctor send me for photography...
aftr tht go take medcine thn go home....

went to school for a while...
take test paper frm atiqah....thnks eyh ure my best fren for life...
and i was not satisfied although i got 16/20 coz of some careless mistakes...if not i cn get 18 sia!!
cn try harder nxt tyme....
aftr tht went to meet my mum....go eat thn send my sis phone for repair...and its soooo troublesome....
aftr reaching home for a short while, went out again....tis time its with my kakak and mum ....
collect my kakak's phone....
thn walk2 for a while....
thn went home...coz i wanna watch my show...

so tomorrow looking forward to go schl....
till here....nytes people....

today's expenses @ NSC....
$46.70+$76.68=$123.38
hopefully it works......
haishhh.....

M0n

2009-04-27T22:49:00.005+08:00

heyy there people..

today nothink much happen only tht its over between me n her...

no matter hw long i will try to wait for ur return
here are some pics of syf which is on the 7th aprill...

took/stole it from people...HUAHUAHUA!!

compare them...LOLZ

till here for now...

nytes

Weekeends...

2009-04-26T22:23:00.005+08:00

yo....

friday was seriously a bad day for me in schl...
i was feeling very down and my heart really was hurt by words tht were said by my classmate...
it really bring my mood down for the rest of the day....
and im sorry if i did not tok to some of my schlmates ....
when i reached home also ...some family members asked me y am i moody...
and when im down pls dont try to disturb or joke with me....
eventually i will get angry or somthg if u do so...

as per normal weekends are boring....
on sat ...nothing to do...so my aunt called and ask me to buy for them food...
so i went there and stayed for a few hours...
end up i fell asleep...
woke up at 5pm...thn ard 5.15 walked home...
take my materials and then went for tuition...
came bck frm tuition go tamp mall ....walk2..thn went home...
happy 21st bdae sis....

26 april....
woke up in the morning ....thn continue sleeping till 12++
aftr bathiing....
strt on homework....
then went to grandparents hus...
long time nvr meet them sia...
miss thm hor...
so aftr tht went home to take the rest...
thn went to eat...
celebrate my mum and sis bdae....which falls on 28th and 25th apriil...
preparing for tomorrow so till here...

to my classmate....
pls think of ppl's feelings before u say somthg out of ur mouth and if u knw it will hurt ...pls dont say it...although we have been friends for a long time...it doesnt mean tht u do not need to think of my feelings....and i knw who i am , what i look like ...u do not need to describe it to people...
i really do hurts,....
so pls...think first before u say....

3rd day of the week

2009-04-22T22:49:00.002+08:00

y0yoy0!!!
Yo peeps....
today woke up ard 730...
went to Skin centre for my blood test...
i was abit nervous....
but everythg went smoothly....
when i was making the payment i didnt realise the amount only when i was otw to carpark...
when i looked at it...it gave me a shock...
its 96.10 for all the tests....i was like WTH ....
hope it does not just go to the centre without healing me....
----sigh-----
aftr tht went home...change and went to school as there is no MC and i dont wanna miss studies...as exam is approaching....
with my left arm so numb ..i did all the work...
aftr schl ...lepak ard for a while...
thn went home and change....thn went to my dearest house...
sat there till 8++ when my mum called and ask me to go home immediately....
so i make a move...thn at home damn bored....watch tv all the way...

I wish with all this $$ tht i spent for my treatment is not a waste...
hope tht my face can cure ....
although lots of it is coming out...i hope its a sign tht it'll clear...
haisshhh....im very worried abt it...but wat to do ...its fated for me to have a face like this,...

To my syg...
no matter wat i will still be there always for u ...i will never stop supporting u ...
i will go through all the sufferings and pain together with u ...i will also need to go through the same thing as u ...but mind is an internal and its at my face...but if u wanna knw its hurts like the way ure nw...i will just hve to bare with it...we will be strong together and once its over...we will be happy and everythg will be normal...except tht i will take longer to cure...one thing tht is alwaes important to me is tht...i really love u soooo much more....regardless of ur condition my love for u everyday will never fail...the happiest thing for me is being with u during my free time,...the time we spent together altough its not outside bt i felt great to be with u ....it takes time and no matter how long it takes ....i will be together with u...

i think thts all for today....
update if i have the time...
nyteesss...
love my syg larhh sehh

Proud of my syg Meyra<3

2009-04-21T23:54:00.003+08:00

hey there ....

today was a short day ... went to schl....eng period was free...do essay ...
went for mother tounge aftr recess...
aftr schl went to meyra's house...and thn went to hosptl with her mum and her...Go excercise...
I'm proud of my dear!...i respect ur bravery ...im happy for u syg....
im happy tht u can at least walk on ur injured leg...gd work dear...luv u ...
i will alwaes be with u always ...supporting and encouraging u...
waited there for ard 2hrs...and thn went back home...and i stayed at her hus till 8++pm..
went home....
thts all people...
tomorrow got to take blood test...
i wanna say tht ...i love u so much sygku....

SUNNY sunday

2009-04-19T22:59:00.003+08:00

heyo!

today was a very hot day..
pespire alot ...
nothink much today....
wake up and then bath ...
aftr tht fell asleep again...
thn wake up ...bath again...
meyra <3 wants to go study...so , accompany her...
and jannah was there too...

aftr a few hours of studying....went to her hus...
soon jannah left and went to her aunt's hus..
i stayed and accompanied my meyra<3.....
went bck ard 8++...

watched television all the way till now......
and now i want to SLEEPP!!
nites ppl in earth....

saatttttuuuurrrddayyy

2009-04-19T00:13:00.003+08:00

hey there...people...
today is sunday..."Duhh" haha...
so i woke up ard 10++ ...
my cousin booked me today to help her .....
so went to my aunts hus....
as yesterday i never visit her...i really miss her...
and idk for some reason...she diedie wants to see me...so as her hus was located near the route tht im taking...i met her for a while...and then proceeded my journey

so reached my aunt hus...help my cousin...had fun there laughing and giggling...
ate over there...and slack....
after a few hours there...
decided to go to my dearest hus...

so i move and went to her hus,...
stayed there, accompanied her ...
and then went for tuition....
stress at tuition....
after enough stress....
went back...bath and then watch tv...
and nw on the comp...

tomorrow is a brand new day....
so gd nite ppl....till here...

FRIIIDAYY

2009-04-17T23:12:00.002+08:00

SUPP!!!!
as for today...class was very quiet...most of them went for dragon boating....
so i was actaully quite lonely....
when its maths lesson, learnt new chapter....
aftr tht it was eng...we had dissapointed our teacher...
im really sorry for tht....
proceeded on with CME after recess...
talked abt SE...

it all become bored when i reached home from schl...
i was really bored...
sis was at home...joined her watch tv..but in the end she slept...

at ard 7pm go TM meet mother...
and at last got a pouch for my phone...and its quite expensive actually...bt i will be paying my mum...
so, no worries...

and guess wat ....i really miss her sooo much today....haish...
its only one day and i miss her like hell....

so thts all for today....
gotta go...
nites....

Its tuesday

2009-04-14T21:02:00.006+08:00

Yo! peoples...
hw r u guys...
got time to post today so i post...
today was quite a fun day...had my MT oral exam....
it was scary ...furthermore my examiner is the teacher tht im close with...
"tergagap2 seh.." beh lagy cikgu bole senyum2...

so after tht proceeded to library...to complete a letter tht im going to give it to.."_____"
thn proceeded to "______" house with jannah, fai and shafiq as they wanted to go there...so i tagged along...
stayed there till ard 1840...
went back straight...to the necessary stuffs...and ate my medication which there is 50 more tablets to go...haizzz.....
bt wat to do ...i want to cure ....
so for now need to study for 2morow's physic test...
hope she gets better and heal quickly...
i am very worried because i <3 color="#3333ff">do your excercises regularly kay dear...so tht u will heal faster...
i'll always help u and be by ur side no matter what...

till now peeps....take cairre

A new CHAPTER OF MY LIFE

2009-04-12T18:16:00.002+08:00

hey there people..
its sunday to day and im damn bored...
fyi ive mad a decision to change myself ....
nw tht im attached to _______.....
although i do not have the looks ...
bt she still wants to be with me...
tht is wat i respect in her...
its the inside tht counts...
i really like her...
n its been 2yrs i kept tht feeling...
i thought its just a dream tht will nvr come true...
but in fact ...it came true..
and im happy with her nw...although she was on MC for a long period ...
i only have her in my heart and i meant it ..only her...
i will take good care of her..
she is the only person tht i love....
MYE is approaching..!!!
need to study hard .....
hope i pass all my subjects...
if not im dead....!!!
2morow got Amaths ...haisshh...
its getting thougher ...
hope i cn cope with it...n i do have confidence okay!!
i will try my best ...my really best...
and achieve success...
till here for now...
hope i cn update as soon as possible..
take care people...